How do you tell someone your heart's longing?
How do I speak my desires and my feelings?
When there is no one to listen,
All I ever wanted is to be free,
Of this life i don't want to live,
where i only want someone to be with.

You can feel the doors closing around you,
your thoughts are lost and you're lonely,
No longer aware of what you're doing,
your only wish is to get through the day,
and hope you never will awake,
resting in peaceful, dreamless, slumber.

Deep inside no one can understand,
all the things you're going through,
the thoughts that are plaguing you,
those who claim to care don't understand,
the things you really long for,
the life you crave to live.

A soul that is filled with with so much doubt,
Losing sight of good and bad, right and wrong,
Seeking solace, yet finding only trauma,
yet, judgement and conscience claws your mind,
tormenting with pangs of guilt and shame,
you long to be claimed by death.

Will you ever be strong again?
Will we ever find our courage?
to change our stars and find our lives,
the lives we really want to live,
and the ones who truly care for us,
dare we discover them?

I dare you to rise,
leave behind things that hurt,
find the ones who truly care,
dare you to move,
find your peace and freedom,
to do what makes you content,
i dare you to live.


Runnin'
I'm lookin at this song I wrote,
While sittin around this little studio,
I know these words are my own,
but i never ealised where i wanted to go,

I think I'm dissilusioned with it all,
materialism and greed permeates us all,
leading us to our doom and fall,
yeah, my songs are just a desperate call.

I thnk our world,
is runnin out of time,
or maybe it's just us,
runnin out of love.

Ignorance and selfishness breeds damnation,
taking us into quiet disintegration,
this is our hypocritcal, cynical nation,
think it's all coz of television,

this is what I write about, this is what I think is happenin, this is what I think must change...

I can't bloody sign in, i can't bloody update...sorry,sorry,sorry..........

Until morning

Until I can breathe on my own,
Be the air that gives me life,
Until I can see om my own,
Be my eyes and guide my way.

All i lack is returned in your sweet embrace,
Until I can sing again

Chorus,
A wildfire blowing in the wind,
The purest thing I've ever seen,
The one thing I know is true,
In me there's only you.

Until I can walk on my own,
Hold me in your arms, protect me,
Until I can fly on my own,
Be the air under my wings and carry me

Your love is my life and voice,
until i can sing again

Chorus,

Bridge,
Until I can sing again,
With my voice a clear note,
Is the moment I will sing,
about you to our world.


Shadows

Shadows on the wall,
Are the ones keeping me company,
Silent, dark companions,
Secrets known only to you and me.

I can see the wolves,
Hungering my flesh, thisting my blood,
Lords of the night,
Chasing me into the darkness,

chorus
Leave me behind,
Just don't confuse me, forsake me..
return to me what's mine,
and leave me to the shadows.

The dancing of the flames,
spreading life into the shadows,
And in their erratic rythm,
I find solace, drifting into loneliness..

chorus,

bridge,
My shadows,
my dark friends,
my secret night,
my secret.


Dirty Angel.(don't fuck around with this song, find a really good tune, coz it's HOT)

She's looking innocent, like an angel,
But I know, sex she likes it nasty,
She got the heart of a saint,
who don't mind getting naughty

She walks into the room,
and all heads start to turn,
she flashes her emerald eyes at me,
and, fuck, she makes my dick burn

chorus,
lets make this night work,
you and me havin fun,
i can't help lovin you,
you dirty little cunt

we can use my two-room apartment,
three guys be finessing the stereo,
we'll get naked and wet,
you'll be ridin me like a rodeo...

I'll be kissin your chest,
caressing the small of your back,
we'll be fuckin so fast,
there can be no turning back

chorus

Here's My bands newest song...

Stand And Fight.

Their voices cry out in the dark,
On a long and lonely night,
As they cringe in fear and silent doubt,
Waiting for another fight.

The children cry out and the old ones die,
The passing of the tide,
But the great war, it never ends,
A deceptive show of might.

And we wait for the night to pass....

They would try,
to take our pride,
To take our freedom and our lives,
They don't change,
But what is ours,
Will always be ours,
As long as we stand and fight.

Though we've been through so much suffering,
And a pain we cannot bear,
We'll take the bad with all the good,
Just be brave enough to care,

They would try,
to take our pride,
To take our freedom and our lives,
They don't change,
But what is ours,
Will always be ours,
As long as we stand and fight...