Tsunamis, dead people, earthquakes, new college, new course.... yeah, plenty to talk about... Then again, the first three ain't exactly breaking news... I don't really feel like writing about it anyway. It doesn't matter what my opinions on the matter are, the facts remain the same. People need help, those who can provide that help must do so. If there has every been any reason for the world to join together for a common cause. Too bad it had to come at such a high price though.
New college, new faces, new subjects.... same old personal problems. People ask me if I'm happy with what I am doing... they think that simply because I was adamant about this course, that it is what I truly want. If only they knew.... I hate people who pretend to know what makes others happy, who pretend to know what others long for in their hearts. I don't want any of this, I'm living a life that is so agains't the values and principles I hold so dear in my heart. The only thing that is real and pure is the one thing I have yet to physically find.
That's the onyl thing that would make me happy. I know I have said this a thousand times before, but its how I truly feel deep inside.