How do you tell someone your heart's longing?
How do I speak my desires and my feelings?
When there is no one to listen,
All I ever wanted is to be free,
Of this life i don't want to live,
where i only want someone to be with.

You can feel the doors closing around you,
your thoughts are lost and you're lonely,
No longer aware of what you're doing,
your only wish is to get through the day,
and hope you never will awake,
resting in peaceful, dreamless, slumber.

Deep inside no one can understand,
all the things you're going through,
the thoughts that are plaguing you,
those who claim to care don't understand,
the things you really long for,
the life you crave to live.

A soul that is filled with with so much doubt,
Losing sight of good and bad, right and wrong,
Seeking solace, yet finding only trauma,
yet, judgement and conscience claws your mind,
tormenting with pangs of guilt and shame,
you long to be claimed by death.

Will you ever be strong again?
Will we ever find our courage?
to change our stars and find our lives,
the lives we really want to live,
and the ones who truly care for us,
dare we discover them?

I dare you to rise,
leave behind things that hurt,
find the ones who truly care,
dare you to move,
find your peace and freedom,
to do what makes you content,
i dare you to live.


Runnin'
I'm lookin at this song I wrote,
While sittin around this little studio,
I know these words are my own,
but i never ealised where i wanted to go,

I think I'm dissilusioned with it all,
materialism and greed permeates us all,
leading us to our doom and fall,
yeah, my songs are just a desperate call.

I thnk our world,
is runnin out of time,
or maybe it's just us,
runnin out of love.

Ignorance and selfishness breeds damnation,
taking us into quiet disintegration,
this is our hypocritcal, cynical nation,
think it's all coz of television,

this is what I write about, this is what I think is happenin, this is what I think must change...